Princessa Mia's Land

No birthday for this year :')

Hm . 21 January 2013 .

It's not an important date to be remember at all .

It's just a date . Nothing special .

In my life , birthday is the most important thing to be remember . Ohh Aha , I'll willing do anything to make birthday boy or birthday girl around me feel happy on that day .

Expecially , people whom I loves the most .

My parent , siblings , cousins , aunties , uncles etc . Maybe I dont have enough money to buy them a present . But a simple wish from me , Doa and unexpected mystery ____ will make them laugh whole day . Ahaha .

A story to be told

*I make a video for my boyfriend , but I deleted 3 videos because a week before his birthday ,

he wants me to stay away "breakup" .

Then , I make again & again & again , technically problem I cant upload it to facebook .

I dont know why :'( I tried & tried 72 times , but hmmmm .

FAILED .

I realises that I'm the most useless girlfriend you haven't met .

I can't give you anything for your birthday until now .

What a pity .*

Yaa , karma is around . And the karma HIT me back .

And I decided ?

Every year , they will celebrated my birthday . But this year , hmmmm . Meaningless .

They wont be here for me .

And i keep asking classmates , roommates whether they can spend time with me on that day .

Yaaa , busy , busy and busy . I cant force them anyway .

So , I've decided , to be in my room , on my bed , crying until I strong enough to accept the facts that Birthday is not important to be celebrated at all and meaningless .

Should I ?

p/s : Hoping for a miracles . I hope so .

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Happy birthday to me ,
Happy birthday to me ,
Happy birthday to the Lonely Girl
Happy birthday to me .

Being ALONE on my own birthday is the greatest history in my life .
Ohh i should kill myself for this :'/

* Sadlife *